Sunday, June 12

New Beginnings

About one week into cave man mode and everything works just perfect. Inconvenience it may bring but it definitely amps up the existence of every other matters in life. At this juncture of life, I just am breathing in all that I could and feeling blessed with whatever gets thrown my way.

I woke up to an epiphany one fine day to realise that life is short and I am getting no younger. The emphasis lies on the fact that I have limited time left on this earth to make a difference - in all aspects.

And I decide to choose happiness.

My happiness is my priority now and nothing shall get into my way.

Monday, August 24

Crinkling Smiles

In good days like this, I kind of am appreciative of everything in my life, down to the pure adoration of the crinkles on my face when i laugh. Seriously, it is not that bad, just require more supplies of anti-aging serums!

It is, no doubt, a great start of the week, and a fantastic bam-wham end to the month.

 I like it that my weekends were well-balanced. In fact my life has been pretty well-balanced since July and everything has been picking up.

I am grateful to be alive and most certainly, for your patience and undying efforts towards me that I certainly do not deserve.

Friday, August 21

Major Catastrophic

Shattering snubs. The way I understood it, you were never known to speak one serious disparaging word of me to anyone. Then why me? Why subject me to all these despicable insults? Being this utterly exposed & leaning into such vulnerability seemed like my biggest oversight. I love/hate my god-damn courage. Those powerful simple words seemed to have figured out a shortcut to my rawest emotions. It may sound like an exaggeration, but at this moment right now, I am truly, unequivocally hurt. They say to build a mutually fulfilling relationship takes time & vulnerability; the very same factors seemed to be demolishing our establishments. How do you claim to love me with those belittling judgments? Even I have issues loving myself.

Wednesday, August 19

The Fault in Our Stars

"You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world, but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices." 
Green

Tuesday, August 18

Disdain

疲惫的倔强
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